Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Dear Neil Angel

I have no idea where you came from, or why you are haunting my dreams.......but you are weighing heavy on my heart, and I wish i knew why.

I've been having the same dream now a couple of days in a row. It's a frightening dream, it's always exactly the same, and it always ends with you telling me that you'll speak to me again. I have never met you, and I'm not even sure how on earth i know your name....but i do. I don't think that you ever actually tell me what your name is.....but i just know that you are Neil Angel.

In the dream I am brave. Facing you and my biggest fear all at the same time. I refuse to be intimidated by you, and I fight for the safety of the people I love, even though they are strangely distant from the seriousness of the situation. It's as if you gain a strange respect for me, knowing that I will not let you hurt anyone, but at the same time I'm not out to hurt you, and for some unexplainable reason, you know that too.

I'm driving myself completely insane trying to figure out what this dream means, but one thing i know for sure. You are a real person. You exist in the real world, not just in my dreams. I'm not sure whether I'm supposed to find you, or whether you will find me, but I'm convinced our paths will cross........soon.

I have only one request, please could you stop haunting my dreams in the meantime? I've been sleep deprived for weeks, and when i finally do sleep I have you and the scariness of the situation haunting me. I need sleep!

Please tell me....who are you???

Ruby

12 comments:

Tamara said...

Weird... I think recurring dreams are scary. Praying that you get some good sleep soon!

Ruby said...

yeah, i agree...allthough i'm not new to them at all. How are you feeling by the way???

Being Brazen said...

a mysetrious stranger in your dreams..??? Wonder why?

Hope you get some great sleep soon.

Caz said...

hmmmmm very interesting!!

going to be on the look out for Neils!

Lady you have been tagged...

Ruby said...

BB - that makes two of us;) thanx, i'm sure my normal sleeping patterns will be returning shortly:)

Caz - hey, that's not a bad idea! thanx, i'll appreciate it if you could let me know if you meet any Neil angel's:) oh my! another tag! i better hurry up and start doing them all....I've been tagged by exmi and BB too!

sweets said...

hectic... i googled Neil Angel... there is actually a person named Neil Angel, how odd is that?!

Ruby said...

now why didn't i think of doing that! i'm telling you....i honestly believe there is such a person, and i'm going to meet him.....hopefully the situation will be very different from the scenario in my dream tho...*cold shiver*

Kitty Cat said...

Dreams can be very real and intense sometimes...let us know if you have it again.

Ruby said...

ok.....sooooooo i had the exact same dream again last night.....any thoughts.....anybody know a Neil Angel?

Being Brazen said...

Ruby - Nope dont know anyone by that name...Have you googled him and checked facebook?

angel said...

sjoe... i hate dreams like that! this weekend i had some really shirty dreams, and for someone who usually doesn't remember dreaming at all, they were super weird!

Neil Angel said...

this might sound weired but my name is Neil Angel if you think im just fucking around here is the link to my facebook http://www.facebook.com/AngelSoldier

look at it, am i the one haunting you in your dream.