Monday, August 25, 2008

Dear slightly confused mind

I've been trying to sort this out for myself for days. But I've finally admitted defeat. It's just not possible for me to think this through logically....I'm not looking at it in an objective manner....or maybe I am, but I'm trying to convince myself that I'm not...oh dear, there i go again...*sigh*

Being a little bit of a control freak, I hate feeling uncertain or not knowing what is going on around me. I don't like feeling vulnerable and unsure of myself. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.

But then there are times when feeling vulnerable, unsure and confused brings about feelings of excitement, anticipation and an eagerness to discover......all of which i do enjoy. I'm trying my best to balance them out at the moment, but I'm not being very successful:(

Feeling excited and vulnerable at the same time could mean one of two things. 1. It's a recipe for disaster or 2. It means something beautiful. Gosh i hate feeling like this, and at the same time, i don't...*sigh*

Good luck with trying to figure that one out!

Ruby

9 comments:

Being Brazen said...

Oh my goodness, i could have written this letter to my mind so often...

Just chill and take it all as it comes. I have learnt and still learn that you can not control very much in life.

:)

Arkwife said...

Hehe...does "No Comment" count as a comment??

Tamara said...

Are you sure you're not me?

Glugster said...

Next letter should be addressed to your slightly confused reader. Guess you have to be a chick to understand this post.... :)

sweets said...

are you being naughty ruby?

;)

Ruby said...

Being Brazen - he he...i suppose it's a general thing then...*sigh* thank goodness for that:)

AK - oh shush!(blushing)

Tamara - I don't think so...but you never know hey!

Glug - he he....sos hun:) If all goes well, and even if it doesn't the source of this post will probably come to light sooner or later

sweets - me? naughty? have you gone completely batty? I'm hardly ever naughty...just ask AK:)

elizabeth said...

I think my mind has been hanging out with your mind and they should be drinking some wine together...

Ruby said...

wine? did someone say wine?? ok, where do i go to join this party:) I'm glad to know my mind's not alone......at least there is safety in numbers....he he

angel said...

its too early to even try!