Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Dear Angel

After sitting in front of my little laptop, coughing away like there is no tomorrow, and trying my best to come up with an idea for a post, i finally came to the conclusion that I'm not all that creative when I'm on the brink of death.

So, since i can't come up with a really juicy and informative letter on my own, i called on glug and you ( angel ) for some help........and wisely, you referred me to the list of memes on your blog. Yes, i realise that i hate doing memes, and that i usually refuse to do them....but this was an emergency OK? so forgive me:)

After going through the list I finally decided on doing this one. So here goes nothing......

I am.....sick:(
I know......that there are a lot of people who care about me
I want......a lot of things, but right now I'd settle for feeling better
I wish.......love, joy and happiness for all the people dear to me
I hate........seeing people suffer
I miss...........oh wouldn't you guys just looooove to know!
I fear........not reaching my full potential....and of course those horrid eight legged creatures
I feel.........alive, despite the fact that I'm sick as a dog
I smell.......coffee
I hear......my "homemade pies" clock from Wall-e ticking away
I crave..........apple sourz, and tlc
I search.....my heart to make sure that there are no footholds
I wonder......about life and love and where I'll be in 10 years
I regret......this is hard, at this time in my life i don't have any regrets...honest
I love....dancing in the rain......living passionately...my parents.....my dog...my friends...my Saviour
I ache.......all over, but especially my lungs ache due to me being sick
I am not.........willing to settle for second best
I believe......in my Saviour
I dance......whenever i can...even walking is a form of dance in my mind:)
I sing......constantly...another big love in my life
I cried last........when i was comforting a friend because of the brokenness of his situation
I fight.......for myself, my friends, my family, what i believe to be right and what i believe in
I write....stories, poems, songs and a blog.....all except one is top secret...the one being my blog
I win.....hearts and stalkers
I lose........hope very rarely
I am never.........too tired or busy to help someone in need
I always.....get on the fourth step of an escalator..yes, I'm a tad OCD
I confuse.......easily when sick
I listen....with both my heart and my ears
I can usually be found.....either working or partying...you'll rarely catch me sleeping
I need........to realise that i can't fix everything
I am happy.......I think that about says it, no need to elaborate:)
I imagine.....what the world could be like if everybody lived to their full potential

Considering that my creativity levels are sitting at about -10 I don't think i did too bad;) Hope you all enjoyed it!

Love

Ruby

9 comments:

Vimbai said...

Awww shame hun, hope you get better soon! You deserve major brownie points for the meme...you are super lucky for not having any regrets!

Ruby said...

thanx vimbai.....I'm officially only booked off until today, so tomorrow it's back to work. Not quite feeling well enough yet, but i'll see how it goes:) Yes, I'm blessed:)

angel said...

YAY YAY!!! ruby did a meme!!!

lol, glad i could help out a bit...

BTW- how did you highlight the text in the "I Love" bit?

Ruby said...

he he....angel, you better not hold this against me forever!!

to be quite honest.....i have no idea! i didn't even know it was highlighted until you mentioned it and i went to take a look...how odd

Arkwife said...

Friendster!! It sucks that I can't even blame you for my own bout of flu, seeing as you have bronchitis and I don't. But I hope you feel better soon :-)

Ruby said...

jeepers AK....i would have thought you'd be really glad that it's not my fault! Get better soon frienster!!!! hugs and kisses coming your way.....well, cyber ones...i don't want flu!!!!

Glugster said...

It's a pleasure.

Tamara said...

Well done, sick one. Hope you're well again soon.

sweets said...

shame you sound very sick, you need some chickensoup ((hugs))